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it pisses me off when computer hardware breaks.. i have a 40 Gig hard drive here (Samsung), and Windows keeps saying it has bad blocks. CPU use hits 100% when trying to read some files off the drive. i've done low formats (zero writes) to it several times, and im still ending up with bad sectors.

i also have a generic 30 gig (actually has a big lable on it saying GENERIC, as if it were a brand name). it seems to work fine - until there is a lot banging sound from within the drive. then the computer seems to hang while waiting for the hard drive to respond. after rebooting, i usually get some "hard drive failure" error.

if anyone wants to donate a (WORKING) IDE hard drive in the 10-80 gig range, i would gladly accept it.

my window was open just a tad, enough for me to stick my hand half way in it... but certainly not enough to get my arm in it.

i was in the middle of a pizza delivery, i had just got out of my car to take a pizza to someone's door. when i got back to my car, the door was locked. that surprised me, because my door doesnt open up unless its already unlocked (pulling the handle doesnt unlock it). so it was unlocked when i opened the door, but somehow was locked when i closed it. i looked around to see if i saw anyone (one fear ive had when i leave my car unlocked and running when doing a delivery is that someone might run up to either steal my car or lock the door to fuck with me).

i was at the customer's house for a long time. i had made a phone call to work saying that i was locked out of my car (and i still had a delivery to go). the guy who lived there said he use to be a cop, and he had this device that unfolded that he stuck inside the door to try to unlock it that way, but he didn't have any luck. i took off my belt and tried to hook it around the little handle to try to roll the window down some more, but that didn't work either.

i found out that i could pull my window up, and out some - just enough to fit my arm inside to reach the lock. i dont know if that damaged anything, but the window seems to work fine.

once i sell something on eBay, shipping is usually pretty easy. i just go to the post office, pay for Priority, get a box, and then package and mail the item. depending on size, i sometimes use bubble wrap. also, if the item is worth a certain amount, i sometimes pay for insurance.

things get a little harder when the person buying the item is in another country. first, the price of global priority seems to more than double in cost compared to shipping in the US. second, i've been told by the post office that they cant insure global mail (once its out of the country, they cant be held responsible for it or something). and third, eBay doesn't allow a dual listing of local/foreign shipping cost (that i know of).

after finding out the hard way that things cost a ton more to ship outside of the US, i started pointing out in all my auctions that world-wide shipping will cost double the listed shipping cost. i thought that would fix things. however, i've still been paid the US cost of shipping from someone in another country. they seemed to ignore my instructions on paying double the listed US price, and refused to pay anything more than what they already did. after a few days of waiting to see if they would change their mind, i just shipped the item in a standard padded envelope. it was the only thing i could afford without cutting into the cost of the item. i wouldn't know what kind of condition the item would arrive in since it wasn't in a hard box, but hey - it wasn't my problem.

another thing that bothers me about selling on eBay - when i say i accept PayPal and money orders/cashiers checks only - that's what i mean. if they try to pay with a Credit Card, they wont get anywhere. if they send me a personal check, then im going to hold on to it for around two weeks to make sure it clears before sending their item.

recently i've been hearing some ads for the phone number "1-800-ANXIETY" on the radio. they say they can help people with all kinds of problems.
i called them up expecting some counselers or something that talk about depression or whatever. what i got was some salesmen trying to fucking sell $450 worth of self help cassette tapes.
the radio advertisements really made it sound like they were legit, and there for the people who needed help. but they're just a bunch of fucks who don't give a DAMN about the people who call. they just want your money. they wont offer help. they wont direct you to where you can get help. they will however, tell you how you need their tapes. how every issue in your life means you need their tapes. how you wont be able to live past this year unless you buy their tapes. there is no promise that they will work. no guarantee that the tapes will even make sense to you or relate to any problems you have. they just want your fucking money, and don't give a fuck what happens to you. if you dare tell them you dont want tapes, you want to talk to someone about your problems, they get all smart with you and say some shit like "well, it seems you're not serious about getting help. as soon as you're serious about getting help, you can call us back and get our tapes. have a good day." *click* ......... fucking assholes. i hope someone sues them for their shitty "we just want to help" ads.